Life Before the Solar System Changed and the Fragments of Memory Here Today.
Well, well, well!! My trip into meditation took me down a rabbit hole, several actually, I never could have seen coming. Then again, the pull to end my blog yesterday and go for a swim was stronger than I have had in a very long time, and now I see why, and you are going to, too!! lol
As I laid down in the holy waters of the jemez, christened with some eucalyptus infused dead sea salts, contained by my bathtub, the opening visual shocked me. There was Bernie Sanders levitating above my body, spirit encased his entire being in a diamond of white light and lifted him up higher. For those not familiar with US politics, he is my personal hopeful for president this year, and obviously spirits too!! The why came in a completely separate meditation, which I will get to, later in this sharing lol.
I am barely registering the fact that my teams first order of importance is encasing the Bern in the highest of light had my mind in shock, but that was just the appetizer. As I am watching a Bernie I can no longer see because the light is too bright go higher, out of the clear blue a voice I know well, less raspy these days, dropped down to become audible directly in front of my face and asked me a question!! ASKED ME a question and a bizarre, completely unexpected one at that: "Do you know who you are?" WHAT?? My entire mind was shocked and I suppose it was in that shock factor/melt down, the answer was shown without waiting for a reply from me.
Replacing the voice was now, I don't like to call it a visual, it was so much more than that, but this full spectrum visual opened with this amazing... wait... A M A Z A I N G!!!! image of this long, slender radiant Being. Absolutely no gender involved, but for conversations sake and since I was looking at myself, I am going to just refer to this Being as a she. She had to be easily, 10 feet long, errr, tall lol and to my eyes, disproportionately slender. Think Avatar (the movie) only much more slender. It really is a crying shame I have zero artistic ability, but your stuck with my wordy descriptions. There were no clothes on her, and no genitals at all, very much barbie doll looking down there. The skin was luminous white, soft and radiant. There were arms and legs and a face/head, but not like ours really. The arms seemed longer than usual, the head was faceless really. There were eye sockets but no eyes that I could see. The first thing I thought of, visual relationship wise was, very long, Greys:
Her eyes weren't that big but the face shape even the extra slender body, very much similar. She was standing on a planet I knew as the moon. Her name as it was said to me, I will spell phonetically was Luminessah. Lumin-ess-ah. Her skin, more light than matter and impossible for me to describe was captivating. She exuded loving kindness from head to toe. Then she explained to me what she was pulling up in my living memory (this experience was deeper and richer than any past or future life regression I have ever experienced.)
The planet she was residing upon is what we know as the moon, but the solar system was very different than it is now. This race was fully conscious. They created and uncreated at will. She showed me a luminescent "city of light" and all I could think of was the meditation listed on my website. She explained that a trail of bread crumbs all leading to this moment, was left in my wake to (eventually) understand the bigger picture.
Of course, taking notice there were no sex parts in her anatomy, I had to ask and boy did I blow open a door with that question. They had no need to reproduce like we do now. They created at will, and incarnating souls just slipped into the matter of Light form like she presented. There was no growing up or getting old, aging was not a needed experience, nor was death. There was just unlimited experience. Sex, as we think of it, was a merger of the light bodies themselves, very much like when we are back in spirit, but different because they had matter, but very unlike our matter is now (dense, heavy and solid) it was more light than solid.
She explained that many had partners there and of course she had one too. I soooooo wanted to see him (again they were completely genderless, but since I am female attracted to male, we are keeping with my words lol.) But she said I was not ready yet (not sure ready is the right word to use, but for now, its all I have) and then switched the visual to the collective choice made by all inhabitants of the pre-moon of earth planet they resided upon. They knew earth was getting ready for life and the solar system had to change to produce what we have now as a solar system that would provide a more matter infused experience for all to enjoy. She showed me how they created a storm in the skies with intention and purpose. As the storms changed the planetary makeup, all the inhabitants jumped/flew onto other planets that would be a part of this new living universe we are familiar with now. I watched as she jumped/flew over to the Pleiades. That which was kept secret from my amazed eyes, my divine counter part jumped somewhere else, another planet that i was not prevvy to knowing, seeing or understanding... yet. The only thing I got to understand that applies too all of us is we jumped to other planets that would allow our evolutionary skills and desires to flourish and develop in other ways.
With this all I could think of was the movie "The Butcher's Wife" lol, with what many think of as their "split aparts," other half. The split aparts is more palatable a phrase than the other half, because when you Know Yourself, you know you are whole at all times, there is no half. But let's go into the siamese twin gig that spirit has been calling this phrase, connected by a membrane, two whole's connected at the Source of their life by a membrane of Light, of counter-resonance. With this, I was also able to see how the yin-yang symbol came into view thru our ancestors. But lets look at it like I am seeing it, matter and light coalescing together, with a spark of each other at the core (that membrane thingie.)
Those dots would also be the magnetic core of each other infused by the energy of love. The core dot thing itself would only engage when the two meet and is only functional when the two are conscious Beings. By conscious I mean, so aligned with the heart energy, the soul pulse and that ego, for the most part has been integrated as a harmonious partner within the incarnate Being. Judgement or the need/desire to tear someone else down to conform with your own beliefs/understandings is near impossible.
With that, holy light bulb moments here. I had written on my website the story, what I named "the path of ascension" about when I met my mentor back in 2002, only weeks after that "ahhhhh" moment I had in meditation (mentioned in yesterday's blog.) I am going to just save my fingers some wear and tear and copy what I wrote about that experience when I met him from my webpage: