Rising From the Ashes.
Right around 1am yesterday morning, my crazy body decided to take a plunge into the fires of hell. My thermometer was showing a hot 103.9 degrees body temp and I do believe it was burning the connective membranes that kept my (perception) of my world intact. The rare moments I would actually wake up I felt like my own version of multiplicity happening. Instead of being one solid mass of me, I was slices of membranes that made up me and they were separating and wiggling, leaving my own equilibrium spinning just trying to lift my head off the pillow. By 5pm yesterday, it all stopped as fast as it started and I felt human again, at least for an hour. I don't think the fever came back, but my butt went back to sleep, without waking at all, until 6:30 this morning!! WTH!!!???
As I sit here, still slightly lethargic in my brain, I keep seeing Saturday's field via the readings... all of the emerald city was expanding and each person showing up was reflecting their own unique task in assisting the expansion of this field.
I do want to focus tho, on the feeling and visuals I was seeing as my body, it's like I was super, hyper aware of my own body, not as a solid mass, but bits and pieces of itself. It was close to noon and I realized I just stood everyone up that had an appointment with me. I had to get an email to them. My mobile home is 44 feet long, my bedroom on one end, my computer on the other end. I managed to get my body to walk to the dining room, about the half way point to my computer and thank god for a chair, I couldn't do it. I sat down just to remember how feet in motion is supposed to happen... and that is when I could see like membranes, layers and layers of these membranes that made up my body and they were all vibrating and wiggling but not in harmony with each other, instead it was as if each membrane was doing its own thing, vibrating at its own speed and using this body in such chaos, near impossible. I went back to bed until close to 5pm.
The only thing I can understand about this is the fever served to burn off the debris that no longer serves this next phase of our evolutionary expansion of Self. Which of course, created more "space" for incoming light cells. But what more it means, I have no clue. However, that said, I am hearing something from one of the readings the other day... we will be going thru another major shift as we conclude January. This must be the set up!
Ohh there was something too, that was stated on the 14th, when viewing the expansion of the emerald city, is that the realm we know and love as Gaia is contracting. But in the state of contraction, she also becomes more buoyant. The fires burning out the unneeded debris, allowing for buoyancy, a rise in frequencies. Where in the emerald city, the only thing that can take place, is expansion. The highest vibrations of light coming together in use and understanding.
I pray to god that this is the only time my body has to go thru this, to see and experience from the inside out!! On that note... I'm pulling myself together and heading to the office.
Big big (((HUGZ)))) of life expanding change to and thru ALL!!
Lisa Gawlas www.mysoulcenter.com/bookreading.html